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iT's BeEn aWiLe.....

2004-08-20T02:58:47Z

well ok...so everything in my life is going pretty good...volleyball tryouts this week and i'm sooo beat and its only the second day i'm so out of shape...anyways on a happy note i have a boyfriend which i know some of you will say well thats nothing new..but it is something new and its something different and better...i really like him...his name is chris and i met him at drivers ed..we had an amazing night on Monday we just hung out and had fun..and now tomorrow we're going out again with ash and her guy doll and maybe chris's friend and his woman but im not sure about them yet...but yeah we seem to be just alright for now we're both on the same page and we seem to like each other about the same...he's a nice kid like genuine and i don't think i could take that away from him eVeR!! lol he's so different from the rest because he actually is a good kid never left back and no summer school i think i've hit gold with chris...and oh my gosh on a side note brig is going for her surgery on the 26th and i love her and i hope that she feels better real soon!!! brig you're my bestest friend and i'm your trash baby<3 but yeah im gonna go another 2 hour tryout tomorrow at 9...tomorrow night is the night with chris too so lets see what happens...<3 aLysSa

wEeK [[3]] oVeRr!!

2004-07-17T02:30:10Z

aRiTtEeEe...so this week is finally overr which is awesome and kind of depressing at the same time...i had a softball game tonite in pelham and i did pretty well so that was good...work today was long so i'm kinda beat now but i'm watching grease and it's great lol...this week was crazy a lot of shit went down that i don't really wanna talk about but it was some crazy shit...well tomorrow i'm very excited because i'm going to see Julian and i really can't wait...i've been waiting like all week to see him...he really makes me laugh...alright well i'm gonna go do something...<3 aLySsa

RePoRt CaRdSs......uHhoHh

2004-07-03T01:25:23Z

ok so i went to work had a pretty ok day not too badd...i was asked at least like 10 times if i was still a CIT because i wasn't on the schedule woo hoo...anyways i come home and there is the report card the dreaded report card here were the grades...
Global-85
English-85
Chem-88
Religion-91
Spanish-92
Geometry-60
Dude does anyone see something wrong with that picture?? ok so my dad wants to strangle me bcuz of the 60 i mean i failed my math final wat the frig is that about wat bullshit...the 5 girls i talked to in my class their grades were 71,75,60, 60, 60...There were three 60s there i mean im convinced my teacher gave everyone a 60 it sucks tho my dad's not letting me go out or anything it bites soOo much...i mean i dont even know what to say it doesnt look like anyone got above a 75 like that ridiculous its a disgrace...well sorry i really needed to vent that...but otherwise im doing ok life is moving on...well i gotta go byee xOxoXo

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-06-23T22:29:00

2004-06-24T02:40:49Z

orientation for work tomorrow im so excited...my summer is starting now...Texas on Saturday and i just can't believe it i can't wait...there is just so much going on and on one hand its really overwhelming but on the other hand its great...i went to playland today with my softball team and i had such a great time..they really are awesome girls...like i said tomorrow is orientation for camp and drivers ed and then orientation again on friday its crazy...well alright im gonna go..XoxXo aLysSa

SaTuRdAy.....

2004-06-12T20:22:43Z

so im pretty boredd not really doing anything...i took two of my finals, Spanish and Global and i dont think i did too well at all...PLEASE GOD DONT LET ME FAIL!!!! but anyways i have 4 more to take and than im done with school until september lol...my grandma's came over today and my dad's mom came over and its really depressing because she looks really sick and just doesnt look too good at all its sad...when i walked her into her house she was definitely crying and it really made me upset..but yeah i have to study tonight for my math final on monday which is probably going to be another bitch..than im going to a picnic with ang tomorrow..than next thursday im going to Pa to see my brother and my sister in law and my nephew who isnt born yet so technically im not seeing him but whatever lol..i cant wait!! than the weekend after that im going to Texas soo im going to be oober busy I have no time for anything!!! ugh!! no boys to talk about, BUT...i did meet this kid anthony who's really nicee and really funny..but i dunno if things will work out im just really busy right now..im going to church fun fun fun i know...LaTeRr

wOo hOo

2004-05-26T23:54:56Z

school was awesome today i'm not even kidding lol..i had to make speeches for presidents and i made myself look like a total asshole but it was fUnNny...i said beverages lol wat a word..and we had awards for our classes and my friend nancy and i got the chem awards hah! that was such a joke we were both like how the hell did that happen..it was funny tho..ok so very exciting i have a boy to talk about...i was "introduced" to this kid and he is really nice and really funny and we watched the inferno together how amazing is that !! i dunno tho we'll see..he told me i was his match which is pretty funny since he said im nice(haha) funny and i like sports nd from wat he knows beautiful..like who says that shit lol..it was so cute tho im not gonna lie..he seems genuine with the shit he's saying i hope he is otherwise...there might be trouble..no im just kidding i dont care..i met these guys on saturday afternoon who were really hott too!! recently man i have been meeting all the hottayss!!!!! well ok gotta go study for chem, math, and vocab..later gator..<3 aly$sa

aHh 11 m0re DaYsSs.....

2004-05-24T20:38:52Z

okayy soo 11 dayss left ahhh!!!! i can't wait!! this weekend was pretty good...a couple of friends stayed over on friday and on saturday we went to new roc and played laser tag with like 10 yr olds it was great!! Saturday nitee i went to my friends sweet 16 nd it was alotta fun..yesterday i hadda stay home and do like 5 projects for school..it sucked but whatever im ok with that..i really have nothing to say about any boys because there aren't any lol well theres this one but i dont feel like getting into the whole story..but yeah i dunno today would have been 4 months with mario hah! thats a funny one...we talk every now and then but we always seem to end up fighting cuz im a biatch...im not denying it lol...but yeah im having a blast just sitting in my room doing absolutely nothingg..this is just too weird im usually never home i usually always have practice but not anymore :( i really wanna bf so that i can put that jojo song in my profile get out or something haha its great its about cheating which ill probably put in anyways cuz most of my bfs were cheaters...guys friggin suck sometimes...i think im gonna start something else with guys..just be a bitch to all guys i like and seem like a tough bitch but than let them get to kno me and realize im really not that badd...which im not even tho some may protest...or maybe ill just be a bitch and never have a bf..either way im happy!! lol i have been talking to frank lately and he is so cool like he really is a funny guy he cracks me up but he is only a friend nothing interesting going on in that department, he's a good guy..alrighty well this is a long ass entry but hey whatever lol..<3 alyssa

Do iT!!

2004-05-17T00:54:11Z

x. Who are you?
x. Are we friends?
x. When and how did we meet?
x. How have I affected you?
x. What do you think of me?
x. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
x. How long do you think we will be friends?
x. Do you love me?
x. Do you have a crush on me?
x. Would you kiss me?
x. Would you hug me?
x. Physically, what stands out?
x. Emotionally, what stands out?
x. Do you wish I was cooler?
x. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
x. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
x. Am I loveable?
x. How long have you known me?
x. Describe me in one word.
x. What was your first impression of me?
x. Do you still think that way about me now?
x. What do you think my weakness is?
x. Do you think I'll get married?
x. What makes me happy?
x. What makes me sad?
x. What reminds you of me?
x. If you could give me anything what would it be?
x. How well do you know me?
x. When's the last time you saw me?
x. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
x. Do you think I could kill someone?
x. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
x. What will I be when I grow up?

uGhHh...

2004-05-03T22:05:29Z

today sucked..i was supposed to have a game up in the boone today but it was cancelled bcuz of the rain..i probably would have done pretty well since i'm pretty angry..lol..i'm really bored i have like no hw to do which is ridiculous..i'm usually always swamped which keeps me busy..but all i can do is think watch tv and eat..its madness!!my dad wants me to go to a pitching clinic and thats kinda been preoccupying me so far..i just cant get someone out of my mind..damnit it sucks..i wish that if u just didnt wanna think about something or someone u could just erase it and forget all about it..but its so friggin hard sometimes..today as i sat home in my bordom i just wanted to call him and talk to him but its just not right..i just wanna forget it altogether..i think about it and its almost like i dont wanna be friends i just dont..ill be nice ill be civil..but i'm not gonna help him with girl problems or make him happy wen he's sad..i just can't do it i dont have the strength..and the funniest thing is how i Im him and try to talk yet he doesnt talk...he broke up with me..lets get that straight..he should be talking to me he should be trying to get me to be his friend..i just dont get it at all..this was refreshing getting all the crap out..but im gonna go..</3

GrEaT dAy

2004-05-02T03:58:47Z

well today must have been the worst day ever..may 1st is my aunt who dieds birthday..than i hadda work at school it was tiring..than i hadda work at camp..than mario broke up with me..oh yeah no need to look back over that one mario and i are over i dunno its so tough i actually thought he was gonna be the guy who i was gonna be with for awhile...jeez how wrong i can be sometimes..its a horrible feeling when u have no idea that its coming god how i hate how that feels..i couldnt eat dinner and i couldnt have anything else i just feel like shit..i didnt show how i felt but i am soo depressed... i am so hungry too lol..i dunno i am upset but at the same time im not i was just getting really upset about me and him anyways i mean i starting crying in my global class the other day..i just really thought that i might have loved him but ya kno i figured i didnt wen he told me he was only saying that bcuz i said it all the time..i feel badd i hope that me saying the name frank didnt freak mario out i mean my dads name is frank too and i call him that...maybe he got confused lol..or not..but whatever happens happens..we may become friends or not..apparently it wasnt meant to be...to quote aj i gave him my heart and he gave it right back to me.</3

0h jeEzZz

2004-04-08T00:06:17Z

oh man..i really can't wait until friday..i'm going to PA to see my brother for Easter and it's going to be a refreshing trip..i've been really stressed out lately..there is just so much going on..the only true thing i can count on are my friends and of course mario..i've had softball this entire week and i'm so tired and so sore..i just wanna sleep all day and hopefully tomorrow i can..as i get older i start to wish i was still that little naive girl who really didn't know what was going on..the more i find out and know about things the more upset i get..i'm just so worn out..my cousin jenna stayed here sunday night and it was fun to hang out with her..monday i really didn't do much of anything..yesterday i went to sign up for drivers ed and while i'm there i get to see frank..i dunno he wants to be my friend again it's weird..and i think he has a crush on angela..oh boy..i was talking to aj(angela's bf) today and he is so nice he really is..he's funny and he acts like one of my brothers..i hope things between them work out..they really make a cute couple..but i dunno, i'll try to write before i go to PA..<3 aLyssa

o0o dear...

2004-03-29T02:17:58Z

this week went by so quick..thank God...i'm so tired tho it's ridiculous...i think there's something wrong with me..haha..yes besides me being really weird...i had a pretty decent week at school..i'm just glad it went by fast..i hope this week goes that way too...i have a scrimmage tomorrow in carmel woo hoo...i'm still tired..we had practice at 930 yesterday and 1030 today..i mean come on when's a girl supposed to sleep..and besides the sleeping my dad's painting my room so i have to sleep in my old room..blahhh...it smells like paint..eew...i went to the movies last night with ashley and her friend sara, who is really sweet, than we went to applebees..mario was there too..his birthday is wednesday and i got his present today i was so excited..the guy in the place was giving me weird looks but everythings ok..i can't say what it is because i don't want mario to find out before his birthday..that would be retarded and a waste..i love birthdayts my sister-in-laws birthday is easter how exciting is that one..she gets presents from her family and from the bunny!!!But yeah anyways im a little chilly down here in the den so i'm gonna go and also my dads telling me to get off..so ill talk to you later<3Alyssa

aNoThEr DaYyYy.....

2004-03-23T00:28:31Z

this was possibly the most boring day everrrrrr....i didn't have practice today so i came home regular time and i didn't know what to do with myself..so i took a shower and than i wrote down all of the peoples names and bleeps and numbers in my phonebook...how weird is that?/?/? my dad is making me watch basketball..georgia's playing..lol...im still sick..ive been taking tylenol cold nighttime and daytime stuff but it hasn't kicked in yet...well im gonna go...later <3 Alyssa

iCkYyY....

2004-03-22T00:10:48Z

i feel like complete crap...i can't seem to breathe out of my nose..that can't be good..i think its just i cold, wait i hope its jst a cold..i went out with mario last night...YES!!! we finally got to chill...wen he told me i was so thrilled it wasnt even funny...we went to go chill with this girl leah for her bday but mario and i kinda jst ended up chilling lol...we went to play pool i won both times but mario wasn't really trying..w/e...so then we went to go see a movie for about 20 mins cuz my mom was coming to pick me up at 10:45 i kno rite i stay out so lateee...i was madd i wish i could have stayed with him the entire nite..i was sad..i didn't wanna leave..so yeah today i feel like crap and so does he...hrmm...interesting..but hey if theres anyone in the world i wanna feel crappy with its mario...but anyways i'm gonna go i have some homework i have to do cuz im a procrastinator :-)later<3 Alyssa

hRmMm....iNtErEsTiNg

2004-03-19T03:03:09Z

well i went to the doctor yesterday and i find out i have PB&J (jkk its TMJ) and it bites(literally)...it has something to do with my jaw and it cracks wen i eat its weird..hrmm...well w/e im not really better..i still feel sickly but thats jst me..well im gonna go now..ill talk to u later...hopefully no school tomorrow...please God!!!<3 aLyssA

P.S. Mario i love u hahahah ahh im jst so funny..i crack myself up

uGhHh....

2004-03-17T03:15:06Z

yesterday i woke up and i felt like poop...all through school yesterday i felt like a pale ghost..lol...so today i wake up and i feel just a tad bit worse if thats even possible...my whole body aches...anyways i come home from school (regular time because my school takes pride in not closing as my art teacher said) and i have some hot chocolate and some donuts and i go into my room and put my pjs on..watching tv for a little bit and than like 10 minutes later im out like a light its ridiculous...so from 4-8:30 i took a little nap..not a big deal...haha...i was soo tired...the bags under my eyes have gotten a little smaller..but not really...the weird thing is im still tired..and im going to watch real world..ughh...talk to u laterr...xOXox<3 Alyssa

tHe WeEkEnd. . . EeKk!!

2004-03-16T02:33:47Z

this weekend was the worst ever..sOoOo bad...mario and i almost broke up...i would have cried oh wait i did..lol numerous times...it sucked poop! anyways so yeah we got into this fight bcuz i was being a jerk to him on saturday nite cuz i wanted to chill with him...but he couldnt..sucked..so yeah we got into this fight and he told me he had to think about us for awhile which ughh..made me so paranoid..so angela came over to console me and we talked and i wrote him this faggy girly letter which made angela cry..so than my mom being so so awesome brings me to see mario and i gave him the letter and i chilled with him for maybe a half and hour if even that, but it gave us at least a little time together which was soOo soOo nicee...soo today monday we're ok better than we we're yesterday..which makes me happy...he read my letter and laughed which i figured was gonna happen...but yeah i really am gay..i was basically like i love you i dunno wat i would do without you totally pouring my heart out and not even joking either...he is my love..i would be lost without him...and yes mariomeister i love you ok?/?/? lol..well g2g do nothing..maybe watch the inferno..this entry is bascially dedicated to My LoVe <3 xOXox LoVe YoU aLwAySsS...LySsA<3

SoFtBaLL TrYoUtSs

2004-03-09T23:13:49Z

Well..my birthday was really nice..i got a lot of really nice things that im so excited about!! Mario got grounded so there were no boys there..and i dunno maybe that was better so that no one was uncomfortable..but i missed mariomeister, haven't seen him since last saturday..boo!! Sux, but hey w/e lets just hope he can go out this weekend..So anyways, to softball tryouts, so much running involved, its not even funny...i feel like such a fat person when i run because i'm so ridicuously slow..but i am having fun..i met a really cool senior, who has become my friend, she's really nice..But i'm gonna go study for some Global..later..<3 Alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-28T12:59:00

2004-02-28T18:03:54Z

Maybe your wondering y i haven't been online..or updating my journal...well i have a virus a bad one which i'm not even sure how i got..it sucks because my computer is so slow and than i can't even get online so it bites..my brother said i'll have to wait until i see him for easter..boooooo!!!!! other than that i'm doing ok..school's alright as always..softballs starting so thats exciting..but i have to go..im on my old computer..later..<3 alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-22T19:18:00

2004-02-23T00:32:31Z

back to school tomorrow which sucks..i'm really pissed that this vacation is already over..6 more weeks til spring break..woo hoo..i just pounded like 5 snickers..im giving up candy and cookies for lent so hey i mite as well eat a lot now while i still can..i got my pics back from florida today and they're pretty nice..supposidly i have a virus on my computer which sucks ass..i hope i can get rid of it..i'll be pissed off if i can't..so yeah i haven't gone out this entire weekend and i am bored of my ass..i have nothing to do here..i went to church today and than came straight home..i'm such a loser..ahh wat can ya do..i miss mario..i havent hung out with him since valentines day and it sucks that i cant jst go to his house but my parents don't feel like driving me anywhere..i cant wait til i can get my permit because than im so much closer to getting my license..there's some really weird thing on tv thats freaking me out..so instead i'm watching billy madison..which is awesome as usual..but yeah im gonna go try and find out how to get rid of this virus..<3 alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-20T21:08:00

2004-02-21T02:18:58Z

florida was a blast..i had soo much fun..got a nice tan..tara got a nice burn..we had so much fun..so many laughs, so many memories..i miss florida already it was so nice there...going on the planes were also fun!! some woman also asked me to get her a pillow and when i informed her i wasnt working there she apologized alot and i kinda jst laughed at her..aww that was great!! I also hadda carry a panda all the way home for my dear sweet ang..that was fun..people were definitely staring at me thinking i was about 10..thats cool tho..so tonite sucked major ass..mario and i got into a fight about who knows wat..jst all of a sudden i got extremely angry it was bad..lol..i missed him so much though and it was killing me to be upset..i went to his house to give him his coconut and his magazine so at least i got to see him..i couldnt stop thinking about him all week..it was ridiculous..i guess i really do love him..hrmm..((hahah tara)) interesting..but yeah im watching tv..mario went to new roc im jst really tired i didnt feel like getting all done up..mario if u read this i love u<3 im not gonna front lol

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-15T22:34:00

2004-02-16T03:43:43Z

heyy guys..so tomorrow's the big day..tara and her mom are coming over to have lunch than my mom is gonna drive us all to the airport..im so excited!! so i went out with mario last nite..he is too cute..he got me roses and daises i just couldnt get over it..i love him..ive never gotten flowers from anyone except my dad and this stalker who went to my old school...but yeah it was really nice we had a really good time..we had dinner than went to a movie..50 first dates..all i can say is i liked the penguin..haha..we had fun tho..i'm sad i'm leaving him though..not like we would have hung out this week anyway he's going to vermont..brr..wats wrong with him its freezing there..sheesh!! Well anyways...im gonna go clean my room and get my stuff ready for tomorrow..talk to u soon...<33 alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-13T18:56:00

2004-02-13T23:57:11Z

FINALLY!!! this week is over..it's been long but totally worth it..my first plane ride is coming faster than i expected...im so excited..i had like a millions tests this week which pissed me off to nooo end..i got one of my grades back which was global and i got a 95...that was the highlight of my week..to think i didn't study really hard..well today i went to get my mom's bday present with my dad and than i came home and tried on all sorts of clothes and my mom and i started to pack and realized that i have a lot of clothes and a little bag so we have to go get a suitcase from some lady's house..it should be a blast..ang is coming over tonight so at least we can hang out before i leave..so that should be fun...valentine's day is tomorrow woo hoo for the first year ever i have a bf..and i think no i realize it's just another day..just another simple day to spend with u kno who...i played my last basketball game yesterday and omg it was so awesome..all 5 sophomores started and ended the game..all except me because i fouled out with 56 seconds left..oops!I did really well though which was surprising..i ended the game with 10 points and a whole lotta other stuff...i had fun though i'm gonna miss basketball it's probably my favorite sport..i love beating the crap out of people..it comes in handy when your burdened with a lot of stress..haha..so yeah i gotta go change and get ready to eat cause im a mess..but i will update again before i leave hopefully...<3 alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-08T22:24:00

2004-02-09T03:26:25Z

So i had a pretty good day today..i had a game and i did ok..my cousins came then we went for pizza...wat an interesting day..but wait it gets better...so dinner time and my moms friend calls and she wanted to kno if i wanted to go to florida next week...holy shit ok i've never been on a plane before i'm going to florida how exciting is this..im like flippin outt!!!well yeah im really excited about that..mario's so cute he called me to say good luck in my game and he sent me a text message omg he's soo sweet..sucha cutiee..arite well i have to go study for a math test...<3 alyssa

devilishlyss37 @ 2004-02-07T13:32:00

2004-02-07T19:21:37Z

So yeah today was great..i had practice at 8:45 it was early and i was really tired cuz i got home at like 11:15 last nite from new roc..i had like a posse with me last night it was great...lets see there was Angela, Jeremy, Mike Mac, Drew, Ashley, Me, and Mario((my love))..so i had a good time last night cuz i finally got to see him..he's the best..i really wanna marry him..he's my best friend and such a great person..we always seem to make each other laugh..maybe thats because we're both huge assholes haha..he's great though...anyways i think i realized today how many good friends and even just friends that i actually have and its awesome to kno that..my friend ashley always lets me kno that wen im feelin upset about some silly thing thats going on in my life..she's a cool cat haha..well im gonna go now, shower time ;-)
<3 Lyssa