y0u tHiNk y0u Kn0 bUt y0u hAvE n0 iDeA...Thursday, August 19, 200410:36PM - iT's BeEn aWiLe.....well ok...so everything in my life is going pretty good...volleyball tryouts this week and i'm sooo beat and its only the second day i'm so out of shape...anyways on a happy note i have a boyfriend which i know some of you will say well thats nothing new..but it is something new and its something different and better...i really like him...his name is chris and i met him at drivers ed..we had an amazing night on Monday we just hung out and had fun..and now tomorrow we're going out again with ash and her guy doll and maybe chris's friend and his woman but im not sure about them yet...but yeah we seem to be just alright for now we're both on the same page and we seem to like each other about the same...he's a nice kid like genuine and i don't think i could take that away from him eVeR!! lol he's so different from the rest because he actually is a good kid never left back and no summer school i think i've hit gold with chris...and oh my gosh on a side note brig is going for her surgery on the 26th and i love her and i hope that she feels better real soon!!! brig you're my bestest friend and i'm your trash baby<3 but yeah im gonna go another 2 hour tryout tomorrow at 9...tomorrow night is the night with chris too so lets see what happens...<3 aLysSa Current mood:  flirtyFriday, July 16, 200410:22PM - wEeK [[3]] oVeRr!!aRiTtEeEe...so this week is finally overr which is awesome and kind of depressing at the same time...i had a softball game tonite in pelham and i did pretty well so that was good...work today was long so i'm kinda beat now but i'm watching grease and it's great lol...this week was crazy a lot of shit went down that i don't really wanna talk about but it was some crazy shit...well tomorrow i'm very excited because i'm going to see Julian and i really can't wait...i've been waiting like all week to see him...he really makes me laugh...alright well i'm gonna go do something...<3 aLySsa Current mood:  groggyFriday, July 2, 20049:24PM - RePoRt CaRdSs......uHhoHhok so i went to work had a pretty ok day not too badd...i was asked at least like 10 times if i was still a CIT because i wasn't on the schedule woo hoo...anyways i come home and there is the report card the dreaded report card here were the grades... Current mood:  pissed offWednesday, June 23, 200410:29PMorientation for work tomorrow im so excited...my summer is starting now...Texas on Saturday and i just can't believe it i can't wait...there is just so much going on and on one hand its really overwhelming but on the other hand its great...i went to playland today with my softball team and i had such a great time..they really are awesome girls...like i said tomorrow is orientation for camp and drivers ed and then orientation again on friday its crazy...well alright im gonna go..XoxXo aLysSa Current mood:  excitedSaturday, June 12, 20044:22PM - SaTuRdAy.....so im pretty boredd not really doing anything...i took two of my finals, Spanish and Global and i dont think i did too well at all...PLEASE GOD DONT LET ME FAIL!!!! but anyways i have 4 more to take and than im done with school until september lol...my grandma's came over today and my dad's mom came over and its really depressing because she looks really sick and just doesnt look too good at all its sad...when i walked her into her house she was definitely crying and it really made me upset..but yeah i have to study tonight for my math final on monday which is probably going to be another bitch..than im going to a picnic with ang tomorrow..than next thursday im going to Pa to see my brother and my sister in law and my nephew who isnt born yet so technically im not seeing him but whatever lol..i cant wait!! than the weekend after that im going to Texas soo im going to be oober busy I have no time for anything!!! ugh!! no boys to talk about, BUT...i did meet this kid anthony who's really nicee and really funny..but i dunno if things will work out im just really busy right now..im going to church fun fun fun i know...LaTeRr Current mood:  busyWednesday, May 26, 20047:47PM - wOo hOoschool was awesome today i'm not even kidding lol..i had to make speeches for presidents and i made myself look like a total asshole but it was fUnNny...i said beverages lol wat a word..and we had awards for our classes and my friend nancy and i got the chem awards hah! that was such a joke we were both like how the hell did that happen..it was funny tho..ok so very exciting i have a boy to talk about...i was "introduced" to this kid and he is really nice and really funny and we watched the inferno together how amazing is that !! i dunno tho we'll see..he told me i was his match which is pretty funny since he said im nice(haha) funny and i like sports nd from wat he knows beautiful..like who says that shit lol..it was so cute tho im not gonna lie..he seems genuine with the shit he's saying i hope he is otherwise...there might be trouble..no im just kidding i dont care..i met these guys on saturday afternoon who were really hott too!! recently man i have been meeting all the hottayss!!!!! well ok gotta go study for chem, math, and vocab..later gator..<3 aly$sa Current mood:  nerdyMonday, May 24, 20044:27PM - aHh 11 m0re DaYsSs.....okayy soo 11 dayss left ahhh!!!! i can't wait!! this weekend was pretty good...a couple of friends stayed over on friday and on saturday we went to new roc and played laser tag with like 10 yr olds it was great!! Saturday nitee i went to my friends sweet 16 nd it was alotta fun..yesterday i hadda stay home and do like 5 projects for school..it sucked but whatever im ok with that..i really have nothing to say about any boys because there aren't any lol well theres this one but i dont feel like getting into the whole story..but yeah i dunno today would have been 4 months with mario hah! thats a funny one...we talk every now and then but we always seem to end up fighting cuz im a biatch...im not denying it lol...but yeah im having a blast just sitting in my room doing absolutely nothingg..this is just too weird im usually never home i usually always have practice but not anymore :( i really wanna bf so that i can put that jojo song in my profile get out or something haha its great its about cheating which ill probably put in anyways cuz most of my bfs were cheaters...guys friggin suck sometimes...i think im gonna start something else with guys..just be a bitch to all guys i like and seem like a tough bitch but than let them get to kno me and realize im really not that badd...which im not even tho some may protest...or maybe ill just be a bitch and never have a bf..either way im happy!! lol i have been talking to frank lately and he is so cool like he really is a funny guy he cracks me up but he is only a friend nothing interesting going on in that department, he's a good guy..alrighty well this is a long ass entry but hey whatever lol..<3 alyssa Current mood:  ditzySunday, May 16, 20048:53PM - Do iT!!x. Who are you? Current mood:  bouncyMonday, May 3, 20045:56PM - uGhHh...today sucked..i was supposed to have a game up in the boone today but it was cancelled bcuz of the rain..i probably would have done pretty well since i'm pretty angry..lol..i'm really bored i have like no hw to do which is ridiculous..i'm usually always swamped which keeps me busy..but all i can do is think watch tv and eat..its madness!!my dad wants me to go to a pitching clinic and thats kinda been preoccupying me so far..i just cant get someone out of my mind..damnit it sucks..i wish that if u just didnt wanna think about something or someone u could just erase it and forget all about it..but its so friggin hard sometimes..today as i sat home in my bordom i just wanted to call him and talk to him but its just not right..i just wanna forget it altogether..i think about it and its almost like i dont wanna be friends i just dont..ill be nice ill be civil..but i'm not gonna help him with girl problems or make him happy wen he's sad..i just can't do it i dont have the strength..and the funniest thing is how i Im him and try to talk yet he doesnt talk...he broke up with me..lets get that straight..he should be talking to me he should be trying to get me to be his friend..i just dont get it at all..this was refreshing getting all the crap out..but im gonna go..</3 Current mood: refreshedSaturday, May 1, 200411:46PM - GrEaT dAywell today must have been the worst day ever..may 1st is my aunt who dieds birthday..than i hadda work at school it was tiring..than i hadda work at camp..than mario broke up with me..oh yeah no need to look back over that one mario and i are over i dunno its so tough i actually thought he was gonna be the guy who i was gonna be with for awhile...jeez how wrong i can be sometimes..its a horrible feeling when u have no idea that its coming god how i hate how that feels..i couldnt eat dinner and i couldnt have anything else i just feel like shit..i didnt show how i felt but i am soo depressed... i am so hungry too lol..i dunno i am upset but at the same time im not i was just getting really upset about me and him anyways i mean i starting crying in my global class the other day..i just really thought that i might have loved him but ya kno i figured i didnt wen he told me he was only saying that bcuz i said it all the time..i feel badd i hope that me saying the name frank didnt freak mario out i mean my dads name is frank too and i call him that...maybe he got confused lol..or not..but whatever happens happens..we may become friends or not..apparently it wasnt meant to be...to quote aj i gave him my heart and he gave it right back to me.</3 Current mood:  lonelyWednesday, April 7, 20047:55PM - 0h jeEzZzoh man..i really can't wait until friday..i'm going to PA to see my brother for Easter and it's going to be a refreshing trip..i've been really stressed out lately..there is just so much going on..the only true thing i can count on are my friends and of course mario..i've had softball this entire week and i'm so tired and so sore..i just wanna sleep all day and hopefully tomorrow i can..as i get older i start to wish i was still that little naive girl who really didn't know what was going on..the more i find out and know about things the more upset i get..i'm just so worn out..my cousin jenna stayed here sunday night and it was fun to hang out with her..monday i really didn't do much of anything..yesterday i went to sign up for drivers ed and while i'm there i get to see frank..i dunno he wants to be my friend again it's weird..and i think he has a crush on angela..oh boy..i was talking to aj(angela's bf) today and he is so nice he really is..he's funny and he acts like one of my brothers..i hope things between them work out..they really make a cute couple..but i dunno, i'll try to write before i go to PA..<3 aLyssa Current mood:  stressedSunday, March 28, 20049:08PM - o0o dear...this week went by so quick..thank God...i'm so tired tho it's ridiculous...i think there's something wrong with me..haha..yes besides me being really weird...i had a pretty decent week at school..i'm just glad it went by fast..i hope this week goes that way too...i have a scrimmage tomorrow in carmel woo hoo...i'm still tired..we had practice at 930 yesterday and 1030 today..i mean come on when's a girl supposed to sleep..and besides the sleeping my dad's painting my room so i have to sleep in my old room..blahhh...it smells like paint..eew...i went to the movies last night with ashley and her friend sara, who is really sweet, than we went to applebees..mario was there too..his birthday is wednesday and i got his present today i was so excited..the guy in the place was giving me weird looks but everythings ok..i can't say what it is because i don't want mario to find out before his birthday..that would be retarded and a waste..i love birthdayts my sister-in-laws birthday is easter how exciting is that one..she gets presents from her family and from the bunny!!!But yeah anyways im a little chilly down here in the den so i'm gonna go and also my dads telling me to get off..so ill talk to you later<3Alyssa Current mood: chipperMonday, March 22, 20047:23PM - aNoThEr DaYyYy.....this was possibly the most boring day everrrrrr....i didn't have practice today so i came home regular time and i didn't know what to do with myself..so i took a shower and than i wrote down all of the peoples names and bleeps and numbers in my phonebook...how weird is that?/?/? my dad is making me watch basketball..georgia's playing..lol...im still sick..ive been taking tylenol cold nighttime and daytime stuff but it hasn't kicked in yet...well im gonna go...later <3 Alyssa Current mood:  coldSunday, March 21, 20047:07PM - iCkYyY....i feel like complete crap...i can't seem to breathe out of my nose..that can't be good..i think its just i cold, wait i hope its jst a cold..i went out with mario last night...YES!!! we finally got to chill...wen he told me i was so thrilled it wasnt even funny...we went to go chill with this girl leah for her bday but mario and i kinda jst ended up chilling lol...we went to play pool i won both times but mario wasn't really trying..w/e...so then we went to go see a movie for about 20 mins cuz my mom was coming to pick me up at 10:45 i kno rite i stay out so lateee...i was madd i wish i could have stayed with him the entire nite..i was sad..i didn't wanna leave..so yeah today i feel like crap and so does he...hrmm...interesting..but hey if theres anyone in the world i wanna feel crappy with its mario...but anyways i'm gonna go i have some homework i have to do cuz im a procrastinator :-)later<3 Alyssa Current mood:  sickThursday, March 18, 20049:58PM - hRmMm....iNtErEsTiNgwell i went to the doctor yesterday and i find out i have PB&J (jkk its TMJ) and it bites(literally)...it has something to do with my jaw and it cracks wen i eat its weird..hrmm...well w/e im not really better..i still feel sickly but thats jst me..well im gonna go now..ill talk to u later...hopefully no school tomorrow...please God!!!<3 aLyssA Current mood:  amusedTuesday, March 16, 200410:09PM - uGhHh....yesterday i woke up and i felt like poop...all through school yesterday i felt like a pale ghost..lol...so today i wake up and i feel just a tad bit worse if thats even possible...my whole body aches...anyways i come home from school (regular time because my school takes pride in not closing as my art teacher said) and i have some hot chocolate and some donuts and i go into my room and put my pjs on..watching tv for a little bit and than like 10 minutes later im out like a light its ridiculous...so from 4-8:30 i took a little nap..not a big deal...haha...i was soo tired...the bags under my eyes have gotten a little smaller..but not really...the weird thing is im still tired..and im going to watch real world..ughh...talk to u laterr...xOXox<3 Alyssa Current mood:  blahMonday, March 15, 20049:34PM - tHe WeEkEnd. . . EeKk!!this weekend was the worst ever..sOoOo bad...mario and i almost broke up...i would have cried oh wait i did..lol numerous times...it sucked poop! anyways so yeah we got into this fight bcuz i was being a jerk to him on saturday nite cuz i wanted to chill with him...but he couldnt..sucked..so yeah we got into this fight and he told me he had to think about us for awhile which ughh..made me so paranoid..so angela came over to console me and we talked and i wrote him this faggy girly letter which made angela cry..so than my mom being so so awesome brings me to see mario and i gave him the letter and i chilled with him for maybe a half and hour if even that, but it gave us at least a little time together which was soOo soOo nicee...soo today monday we're ok better than we we're yesterday..which makes me happy...he read my letter and laughed which i figured was gonna happen...but yeah i really am gay..i was basically like i love you i dunno wat i would do without you totally pouring my heart out and not even joking either...he is my love..i would be lost without him...and yes mariomeister i love you ok?/?/? lol..well g2g do nothing..maybe watch the inferno..this entry is bascially dedicated to My LoVe <3 xOXox LoVe YoU aLwAySsS...LySsA<3 Current mood:  lovedTuesday, March 9, 20046:14PM - SoFtBaLL TrYoUtSsWell..my birthday was really nice..i got a lot of really nice things that im so excited about!! Mario got grounded so there were no boys there..and i dunno maybe that was better so that no one was uncomfortable..but i missed mariomeister, haven't seen him since last saturday..boo!! Sux, but hey w/e lets just hope he can go out this weekend..So anyways, to softball tryouts, so much running involved, its not even funny...i feel like such a fat person when i run because i'm so ridicuously slow..but i am having fun..i met a really cool senior, who has become my friend, she's really nice..But i'm gonna go study for some Global..later..<3 Alyssa Current mood:  exhaustedSaturday, February 28, 200412:59PMMaybe your wondering y i haven't been online..or updating my journal...well i have a virus a bad one which i'm not even sure how i got..it sucks because my computer is so slow and than i can't even get online so it bites..my brother said i'll have to wait until i see him for easter..boooooo!!!!! other than that i'm doing ok..school's alright as always..softballs starting so thats exciting..but i have to go..im on my old computer..later..<3 alyssa Current mood: boredSunday, February 22, 20047:18PMback to school tomorrow which sucks..i'm really pissed that this vacation is already over..6 more weeks til spring break..woo hoo..i just pounded like 5 snickers..im giving up candy and cookies for lent so hey i mite as well eat a lot now while i still can..i got my pics back from florida today and they're pretty nice..supposidly i have a virus on my computer which sucks ass..i hope i can get rid of it..i'll be pissed off if i can't..so yeah i haven't gone out this entire weekend and i am bored of my ass..i have nothing to do here..i went to church today and than came straight home..i'm such a loser..ahh wat can ya do..i miss mario..i havent hung out with him since valentines day and it sucks that i cant jst go to his house but my parents don't feel like driving me anywhere..i cant wait til i can get my permit because than im so much closer to getting my license..there's some really weird thing on tv thats freaking me out..so instead i'm watching billy madison..which is awesome as usual..but yeah im gonna go try and find out how to get rid of this virus..<3 alyssa Current mood: cheerfulNavigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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